Sunday, April 22, 2012

complicated and twisted..

manusia xpnah puas ngn ape yg die ade kan..?btul x..? same goes with me....yeah...smtimes aku mmg xpuas ngn ape yg aku ade....aku pn xtau nape...xyah la nk mukadimah pnjg2...let's get straight 2 da point....


actually...
i found a new guy in my life...
he's cool...he's nice...he's lil bit funny...


but somehow....aku nk lebih dr tu....
aku teringin nk smone yg dekat ngn aku.....aku nk smone yg tau pe yg aku nk.....aku nk smone yg romentik....someone yg ske wat surprises tok aku......smhow....aku letih....xkn sume bnde yg aku nk or yg aku rse....aku kne gtau....can he read my mind....?kdg2...jelez tgk gurl yg boy die blikan die present besh2...bwk die g fancy dinner....make a birthday bash 4 her....bwk die g jln2....pamper her so much.....n propose her wif cute ring...n mcm2 lg la...bnde yg comel2 n suwit2...yes...i do want that....drpd dlu lg....maybe org kate xsume bnde yg kte nak kte akan dpt....n xsume bnde yg kte nk is bnde yg kte perlukan...it's true....juz....smtimes.....aku teringin tok jd gurl yg cmtu.....nk kate aku materialistik pn kate la....tpu la pmpuan skang xmaterialistik kan....cume aku xdela msuk dlm kategori pisau ckur....aku juz...diam....if i really want smthg so badly.....aku ckp skali je...kalo die xblikan....aku diam jela....xkn nk mntk2.....cm trok sgt je....ntahla.....aku juz.....nk guy yg romentik....dat's all......smtimes....words are not enuf.....laki melayu mmg xromentik ek..?hehe...ntahla..aku pn xtau...or they wouldnt care..?aku pn xtau gak....but siyesly.....girls are fragile....mmg len2 pmpuan len yg die nk....tp kbykn pmpuan....diorg ske ble dihargai....ble dimanjakan.....bkn juz skdar kata2 sje....sbb tu ble dh kawen....kalo kaum adam xreti nk wat bnde2 yg romentik kt isteri.....isteri akan rse bosan....sme gak ngn kaum hawa....jgnla dh kawen trus xjge penampilan...kang suami lari bsing...


so guys.....
do smthg 4 her.....


untuk awk....
sy mintak maaf....
tu la yg sy rse.....sy nk awk....awk jauh....sy nk dimanjekan....bkn skdr kata2.....sy nk surprises....sy nk adiah besh2...sy nk awk sndri yg tnjukkn effort.....sy nk sume tu....xkn sume sy nk ckp.....xkn sume sy kne gtau.....n smpai ble awk nk jd laki yg lgsg xreti sal hal2 romentik.........4 every single things that u did 4 me....i appreciate it.....n i'm sorry if i want more....smtimes....sy rse lg sonok juz b frens ngn awk....sbb sy xperlu tok terse hati cmni....sy xperlu tok expect bnde2 cmni dr awk.....ble ade relationship ngn awk.....ble jd cmni....sy sndri rse x sonok n serba slh....sy tau awk try mcm2 nk wat sy happy kalo sy ngh moody ngn awk.....i juz....i'm sorry....u r great guy a gurl could have.....juz i'm da one who messed up lil bit....n i'm sorry....

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