miles away...

dulu...selalu sgt gduh...skang...teramat sgt rindu..

actually...a lot had happened between us...(kalo slh grammar 2 mntak maaf...english aku so2 je...muet pn band 4..) dulu...mmg kteorg selalu sgt9 gaduh...ader je bnde yg die xpuas hati ngan aku n aku xpuas hati ngan die...ntahla...smpai satu thap aku mmg rase nk clash..coz xthan asyek gduh memanjang....so...day after day...we know each other better...start 2 understand each other character n behaviour...n we r totally 2 different person...he is a sensitive guy...yet sgt9 la byk ckp...hehe..(2 yg jtuh hati 2...hehe...;p) n aku plak jnis yg xbape nk byk ckp ngn owg yg xbape nk knal...kalo dh btol2 knal bru la aku byk ckp...hehe..tp most of da time...he will do da talking while i'm listening n laughing...hehe..

die ni jenis kuat sesgt la jelez...aku xderla kuat sgt jelez...but..lately..semakin mnjadi2 jelezku..argh!!!hahaha...ntahla...he's da 1 yg telah wat aku jd kuat jelez actually..coz aku ni jarang nk jelez pn kalo kpel...coz 4 me...i have my own life..n he has his own life too...so...adat la kalo nk jelez..tp kalo jelez sesgt smpai cm nk control idup susah la...but...faid jenis yg cmtu...die jenis yg kuat jelez...n he likes 2 noe sape kawn aku...aku kuar ngan sape...g mane...adei..kekdg letih nk gtau...n mmg rimas memule...tp...dh lelame...aku leh trime...;) coz....i noe...he do care n love me sooooooooooooooooo much....


kalo nk diciter kan lg...mmg byk sgt perbezaan kteorg...leh dikatekan pe yg aku xske kt seorg laki...sume ade kt die...n pe yg die xske kt seorg pmpuan...sume ader kt aku...n yet...we still love each other...there is smthg yg really make us fall in love wif each other...

hmm...there is 1 day we fought...n he gave dis msg 2 me...

syg..kte.. selalu pk...cmne rasenye ble kte btol2 syg someone..kte nk sgt rase..

sbb 2...dulu..kte xpnah puas...sbb kte xdpt pe kte nk...

sampailah 1 hari...sy brknalan dgn 1 gurl...yohana..kte happy...

somehow..kte rase smthg different..juz like i knew it..

dat u r da 1...i was trying 2 deny my feelings coz i don't think day it's da feeling yg i nk..

but..da more i try 2 resist it, semakin kte sedar..

yg kte sbnrnye mmg rase perasaan 2 dgn awak....

kte happy.....kte dapat..pe yg kte nk...

tp...bende x sumenye indah.....................

smpai i brpk...knape susah sgt, ble i da btol2 syg kt u...

till 1 day...1 told me...da 1 dat is meant 4 u..will never b da same wif u....

i sedar, 2 mmg 1 hakikat yg bnar....

finally, i tell 2 myself yg i dh dpt pe yg i nk...

she is da 1 4 me....

da 1 yg sggup ader dlm setiap keadaan....

die yg tbah menahan kerenah i...

die yg setia menunggu i...

die la da one n only 4 me....

yohana binti masrol...

ratu hati kte...

smpai ble2......

i cried....terharu sgt2....

i never realized dat i love him so much...bukan setakat sayng...tp CINTA...n utk mengatakan cinta terhadap seseorg amat lah sukar...coz it involves feelings....n makan masa utk CINTA ni develop into someone's heart...cmtu gak la aku....susah utk ckp aku CINTA kt die...coz aku xdpt rase...smpai satu hari...yg aku dh pasti yg perasaan aku 2 adalah CINTA....

utk ungkapkan CINTA kte...

bukan hanya dengan kata2 or kehadirannya setiap masa...tp cara cmne die layan kte...keikhlasan die...kesungguhan die...kejujuran die...sokongan die...sume 2 diambil kire...n DISTANCE bukan jd satu masalah utk wat CINTA itu hilang...

juz....

even kte tau kte tgh dilamun CINTA....tp...kalo kte ader matlamat n tujuan dgn CINTA yg kte ade...kte xkn leka...CINTA tnpa MASA DEPAN xkn bermkne...sama gak ngan MASA DEPAN tnpa CINTA....